The Outsider...(Suicidal imbecile)

Help me if you can...
Medicated,
Drama queen,
Picture perfect, numb belligerence,
Narcissistic, drama queen, craving fame and all it's decadence.
Such a mess, well I don't wanna watch you
So could you please,
Help me understand why??
You've given in to all these
Reckless dark desires..
Your
Lying to yourself again
Suicidal imbecile...
Disconnect and self destruct one
Bullet at a time
What's your rush now, everyone will have his day to die....