The last few days I had some sick Suicide Downward Spiral felling. I want to erase it but it comes back and scars and break me so bad that i hate myself. So the life feel like living in a coma, i just lay in here and feel the pain becaus i want to hurt my self to feel the pain what´s wake me up. So I couldn't believe how easy it was, just.....put the gun into my face.......and press the shutter button. I only hear the last sound in this depressing world.....bang!!!
So much blood from such a tiny little hole, and every my problems have solutions, a lifetime of fucking things up fixed in one determined flash!!
And all fuzzy spilling out of my head....
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